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郭美美－放了爱

Current mood, feeling & thoughts

Perfect cut 2 just finished yesterday. yeah, i like this show and the songs related to it. it is such a pity that it is only a 30 episode drama. the sentences and words inside this show is kind of quite different from other dramas. everytime after watching this show, will 思潮起浮，感触良多. i also love the theme song-放了爱, and the ending song- 许愿树. some sentences like "doctor with a soul or doctor with money", "once you see money as heaven, it will control you like a devil" and many more, really make one think about their life, their opinions and perspective about life and people. really hope that there will be perfect cut 3. 

Yesterday i called Darrell and ask her about the application to NIE. Then i was surprised to know that he actually wanted to go NIE. ya, is HE, i did not type wrongly. i feel it is better not to type the name out. most probably those who will read this post, will know who i referring to. haha. ok. 

last sunday, while having a short shopping with ing after nus open house, i saw a primary school friend in tm. erm, i don't tink he recognise me, or maybe he neva saw me. it is such a pity that we don't keep in touch now. i can still recall the whole big group of primary 5 friends chit chatting in class as we are seated together during lessons. We are arranged to sit side by side in lessons, so yeah, can say quite close. as erm, we can really chat everything under the sun. but the ending is : no longer keep in contact. quite sad rite. hai. this is life. 

I always feel that "friendship will last but not couples". Izzit true in reality? i don't know. But in my life, it does not really reflect this sentence. then what makes me feel this way that friendship will and not couples? i also don't know. just that this sentence has stuck in my mind since i study english language. 

Maybe because we don't really see friendship as am important sector in primary school life. this could be due to our immature age and feeling. So as we grow older, like in secondary school, we slowly see the importance of friendship and so we still keep in contact to those closer to us. 

sometimes i was thinking of planning a gathering with my primary school friends. I still keep in contact with one or two of them, through msn and sms. hai. its all because of the principal. I really enjoy myself in my primary 5 class. usually primary 5 and 6 classes don't change. but due to the existence of the new principal and new rule, our class changed. I came to a class where i don't enjoy it. everyone is like so fake. they will backstab you. really. of course not everyone, but most, esp girls. ok. enough of the past. 

University choices

i finally applied for nus and ntu yesterday. I also planned to apply for sim yesterday. but it required a passport size photo, so maybe tml or monday then i apply. for nus, we apply to the faculty, which is different with ntu where we apply to the courses we want. ok, so these are my choices:

NUS: 1.arts & social science( chinese language), 2.science (chemistry), 3.computing (communication & media), 4.project & facilities management, 5.real estate, 6.nursing, 7.civil engineering. 

basically, i anyhow fill in from my 5th choice. 

NTU: 1. chinese, 2.sociology, 3. communication studies, 4. psychology, 5. NIE arts(education). 

Many people ask why i chose chinese. ok, i cannot deny the fact that my results do not open so much choices for me to choose. but, i feel that only with chinese, i have the confidence of studying till honours or even to master or arts as nus n ntu do offer. I just want to get a proper degree from a local uni. 

SIM: psychology with business. 

actually, i am very interested in this. 

Hopefully, NUS n NTU will send me a letter of acceptance. NUS is ranked 30th while NTU is 77th. regardless of the ranking, i prefer NUS. i feel that it has a better environment and it is slightly nearer.

hai. life is full of choices that make us headache.